The J-Team Experience

It has been said that we each are the "master of [our] fate" and the "captain of [our] soul" (Invictus, William Henley).  All we need to do is to visualize in our mind what we want in life, create it, manifest it, and it will all happen for us.

Fun fact number 1: After I broke up with my last ex boyfriend, I vowed to my mother, "My next boyfriend will be a foreigner.  I am done with Filipino men."

Fun fact number 2: I told one of my best-est friends Kia, "Inasmuch as I would love to marry Jason Mraz, there are many, many girls out there vying for that position.  I'd be happy to snag me my own Jason."

And snag my own Jason I did.

This is me with Jason, on his 2-week vacation here in Manila.  Yes, he literally flew 17,000 miles total to see me.  According to him, that's close to traveling around the world to be with the love of his life (me...OMG it's me).

Like Brandie, I too have found love this year, and I am never letting go.  I've been through a boatload of relationship blunders, and this is my reward. FINALLY.

Here are a few samples of the awesomeness that is the J-Team:

10:02 PM      me: :)

  

ok what moment that happened do you miss the most? i mean, the most that you think about

  when you remember me

 sigh

  

  i kind of remember a lot

  the first time you hugged me from behind in the car (when we came to pick you up)

  i actually inched myself back

  so i was nearer you

  and then you just wrapped me

 Jason: yeah... that felt really good

10:04 PM me: i remember feeling, "damn...this is IT"

 Jason: yeah me too

  it was weird how natural and right it felt from the start

 me: :)

  weird in a really awesome way

 Jason: yep

10:05 PM i get chills a little thinking about it :-)

 me: me too!

  hee hee

  when i hugged you from inside the car

  and you were outside

  it didn't feel real yet

  but when i felt you grab me

  in the car

 Jason: yeah, i barely remember that

10:06 PM me: dude, i felt my insides go crazy

  like i wanted to sink into you

  and never come out

 Jason: :-D

 me: it was that warm and inviting to be in your arms

  i felt loved and safe

 Jason: yeah, you felt perfect in my arms like you fit right into there, like you always should have been there

10:07 PM me: and then you sniffed me and whispered, "mmmm coconuts"

  gaaah

  rewind rewind rewind in my mind

 Jason: yep

  don't worry it's not the last!

10:08 PM me: i dont remember

  did we kiss in the car?

 Jason: not sure, i know i kissed your cheek and your hair

 me: i remember feeling afraid that you might think im too forward

  and i wanted to wait for you to make a move or something

 Jason: heh

 me: haha yeah

 Jason: it's a bit of a blur

 me: i dunno

10:09 PM i felt the hair kiss

  and a little bit of neck

  haha

 Jason: ;-)
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11:29 PM me: babe

  did you just Hey, Joe yourself? (in Facebook)

 Jason: i hey joe'ed everyone

11:30 PM that's how i roll

 me: i didn't get one :(

 Jason: it was a broadcast message

  it's my status

  besides you'd be hey jill or something

11:32 PM me: :)

  mrs. jill kano? :)

 Jason: haha, cart, where is your horse?

11:33 PM me: drinking a bottle of beer somewhere. why?

 Jason: nice. hope it's a rogue dead guy ale

 me: haha

  dude

  i am sooo gonna marry you

  i dont give a fuck about the cart or the horse anymore

  i'm not letting you get away. i've waited for you for faaaaar too long. :)

 Jason: haha... confidence

  :-P

11:34 PM me: hope

  guides

  me

  always

  okay fine.

11:35 PM i won't marry you.

  i'll break up with you

  wait for a couple of years

  only to end up seeing you again

  and then you feel it

  that spark

  and then BOOM

 it'll happen anyway

 Jason: haha, orlyyou just know huh

 me: when you know, you know.

  okay sorry

  when i know, i know.

  do you?

11:36 PM Jason: i know that you are the best girl i have ever met

  we communicate better than with anyone else i've been with

  the sex is better than with anyone else i've been with

  you are open to pretty much any possibility for our future

11:37 PM i don't plan to let you go either

  :-D

 me: i think my panties just ripped itself up in pure happiness :)

 Jason: hahaha

  level up?

11:38 PM me: and i plan to keep it up

  or die trying

  so you will want nothing else

  or no one else, i mean

 Jason: well you've done a good job so far

11:39 PM :-)

12:10 AM me: you just won a whole shitload of pogi points with the j-gal, mister. with my panties ripping itself up and all

  go pack!

 Jason: nice :-)

 me: dont spend it all at once!

 Jason: okay, i'll spend it over a long long period

 me: haha ok

 Jason: how's a lifetime sound?

12:11 AM :-P

 me: power lines

  and yeah

  i'm in :D

He's coming back in October, to stay longer.

9:35 PM 

 Jason: i'll give the car to my parents while i'm gone

  so it'll be here when we come back

9:36 PM 

 me: WE come back

 Jason: yeah, WE

  key word

  i ain't coming back alone

 me: you're hauling me in huh

  haha
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9:52 PM me: dude the mere fact that you are coming BACK...that's like...a dream for me

  :-D

9:53 PM Jason: :-)

 me: can't believe i deserve to be returned to by you

  <3

 Jason: you deserve it... i can't believe i deserve to have found you!

 me: you deserve it. we deserve each other

9:54 PM sorry boys, this store has been BOUGHT OUT :)

  

 Jason: haha :-)

So girls...BE LOVE. Keep at it and never stop hoping. Great things come to those who wait. Brandie and I are living proof. ♥

Jason and I are living proof.