In August i will be 19 years old, I have never been in love and never been kissed. I've never actually been in a relationship. (not for my lack of trying)I guess i just haven't met that special person who will take me for who i am. Sometimes i get a little down and ask myself "whats wrong with me? why haven't i found someone" HOWEVER i do believe that i will find that someone. As you all know i come from a family of divorce. My sisters have all seemed to have given up on Love, they say it only brings only saddness and pain but I know thats not true. I firmly believe in love. i love love. Love makes the world go 'round, it makes us happy, it makes us sad,it makes us FEEL. LOVE brings us together. and sure i haven't found my soulmate yet. but i have found love in so many other places. In music, in singing, in my family, in my friends and in EVERY single one of you. Knowing that love is out there keeps me going, and I will never stop trying to find my happy ending.
This is a really great and empowering song that i play for myself when im just about ready to give up it lifts me up, gives me hope and reminds me to never stop looking. I hope it does the same for you.
I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
heard The cries and the suffering
I walked through the darkness
Left broken and heartless
I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?
I'm gonna find you through all the noise
Ooh whoa
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
So shine your light as I reach for you
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Whoa ooh oh oh oh yeah
And I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle, the hurt or the trouble
I keep running up to these front lines
No I won't surrender
I'll wait here forever
Standing here with my flag held high
Oh can't you see that it's worth the fight?
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Whoa ooh oh oh oh yeah
I'm march across this battlefield
I'm screaming out, can you hear me now?
I'm holding on, I stand my ground
I'm screaming out, can you hear me?
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
with LOVE, Marissa<3
My heart beats for love
With radical love,
marissa811
on Thursday, July 1, 2010
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6 comments:
I am putting my mehh-ness for Miley on hold so I can agree...
My heart beats for love, too!
Don't worry Marissa—the way the Universe works is you want something hard enough, and you keep believing in it, it will come to you. I'm living proof. :)
Sometimes, we forget though. Things happen in life that depress the hell out of you and make you forget your optimism—that's okay, it happens. Allow yourself that down time and be glad for an opportunity to keep hoping and believing anyway.
Somewhere, out there (and who knows, maybe even in NJ!) is a boy who is destined to be with you, and he doesn't even know it yet! :)
PS: I am turning 26 in July 7. I don't feel like celebrating. Shoot me.
I really don't like Miley, but I'm surprised at how I like that song.
But Jam is right. Do not give up, because it's gonna happen for you.
The best loves & guys are the ones that just fall in your lap when you least expect it :)
Keep that chin up.
"PS: I am turning 26 in July 7. I don't feel like celebrating. Shoot me."
LMAO
I didn't have my first kiss until I was 19... and it was't even the man I am going to marry.
Don't be in such a hurry to grow up. chances are you still need to find yourself.
Love will find you once you stop looking for it.
*Woops. Had spelling mistakes. Those bug me! :P
Wow, all these optimistic comments have really, truly inspired me. Boy, you guys know how to pick a person up, don't ya? Every single one of you have covered it all. And Amy, especially, "Don't be in such a hurry to grow up. Chances are you still need to find yourself." That was beautiful. But again, every single one of these were beautiful. You ladies are certainly being love and ya gotta know I'm so grateful for all of you. And to Marissa, meh, I'm only 15 so I'll be the first to admit I don't know a thing about love ("It takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is."), but what these gals have said speaks truth! Let's stay positive! :)
Hahaha so cute, Sasha. I am the same way! I write out a super long email, and when I see like one or two words misspelled, I re-send it with corrections. :)
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