Wow, it's been awhile

Since i posted a blog.
I've been out at my Grandma's house for the past week or so, just happy to get away from my parents for awhile.
As a select few of you know, I had a slight breakdown this week.
Everything lately has been making me blow up.
I've been a wreck.
One minute crying, the next calm, then i'll have this uncontrolable rage, and throw a fit.
I've been really depressed for awhile, and most of it has been because i've been heartbroken.
I came to the realization two days ago, that i can't be like this anymore, and that i need to change.
This is hurting the people that care about me the most, and i have no excuse to put them through this, just because my heart is aching.

So, i vow to go on a mission to start focusing on the things that matter the most, and focus on my happiness.

And, i would like to thank Marissa for being there for me, and thank Jam for helping me meet all of these wonderful girls.

I'm friends with most of you on Facebook, and follow most of you on Twitter.
But to all the new girls who just joined, Welcome!!
Ana, Dawn, Viviane, etc.
You will soon realize that we are a family, and we are always here for each other.
However you are feeling, blog your hearts out!!!!

Also, i want to write an apology.

Dear Jason,
I am sorry that I haven't been listening to you at all lately.
I don't know if it's because i have been so depressed, or if i am depressed because i am not listening to Jason.
Or maybe it's just worsening it.
But i am trying to get my life back in order, and you are still the most major part of me.
I love you.

In fact, i love you all.
Sorry this is so long.
Bye,
Love,
ChristinaMarie(: